Questions asked in this collection of Ebooks

1. Why does it turn me on to think of myself as a woman?
2. Does my desire to be a woman stem from my sexuality?
3. Why is humiliation/domination/sissification arousing?
4. Why didn’t my feminine identity emerge until I was older?
5. What are the origins of erotic cross-dressing and why are excessively feminine articles so arousing?
6. How can I satisfy my wife/girlfriend sexually if I’m constantly fantasizing about being a woman?
7. Why are the men in my fantasies faceless? Do I really like men?
8. Am I suffering from an obsession, and if so…what can I do about it?
9. Is there any evolutionary advantage to the sissy sexuality?
10. Fetish, orientation or paraphilia?

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Readers’ opinions on Conrad…

“Felix Conrad has made an important contribution to transgender psychology and has persuaded this crossdreamer to pull back from actions he might live to regret.”
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“If you haven’t read Felix Conrad’s very well thought out analysis…then you should.”
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“I think that Felix is ultimately right about gender variant sexuality.”
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