Step 5 of the Fusion Program: Keep the glamourpuss in check.  This program is called Fusion. As the name suggests, it’s about bringing different parts of the gendered self together to form one. You are already familiar with – and engaged in the process of – incorporating your deeper female self, but today I would like to talk about achieving harmony between the deeper female self and her polar opposite – the glamourpuss, ie. your femephiliac sexuality. At this moment in time your female side is a bit like Jekyll and Hyde: there’s a noble, beautiful woman who makes you feel sublime and proud (the deeper female self), and the one woman party animal who likes clothes, make up, being flamboyant, and experimenting with her sexuality (euphemism for… being a total slut): the glamourpuss. In reality, it’s not uncommon for these dispositions to be locked in the same female … Continue reading Managing autogynephilia in a gender identity crisis